Saturday, July 14, 2012
From Heartbreak to Hope.
Our team has had an adventurous last two weeks! After we returned from leadership camp we had only a day to recover and process everything. Three of our teammates went to a Josiah venture camp in Aizpute to continue relationships they made the year before. Whitney, Endija and Debbie were joined by our church family high school group. After seeing them off the three interns left in Rīga had nothing to do except help Jaycee and Susan with small office work. Knowing that the percent of the work we could actually do was small, Jaycee and Susan decided to send Sarah, Rachel and me back to Ergli to help with a young kids camp.
At this camp I met two beautiful orphan girls named Kristine and Evita. They didn't speak any English at all, but it brought me great joy to spend four days holding them and praying. It was amazing to me that there were 55 kids at this camp, only three of them orphans, and those girls somehow knew that my heart broke for them. We had a bond that was so obviously bound by the Holy Spirit. I pray for these girls often. Kristine is in the states now, and I am praying that she is hosted by a Christ filled home and that they are a good fit to adopt her. My prayer for little Evita is that her heart will stay soft and that she will grow to know Jesus. At camp a Latvian leader told me that she was praying aloud for Jesus to bring her home to her family. Evita has only been in the orphanage about four weeks now, so she is new to the orphan culture and needs people in her life to show her that she is so much more valuable than the drugs and alcohol that her parents chose instead of her. This breaks my heart, but with continual prayer I know there is hope for both of these girls.
Rachel, Sarah and I slept a night at our flat after camp and then headed out to meet the rest of our team and see the high school team as well. It was amazing to share experiences and stories of what the Lord has done in and through each of us as we follow Him this summer. Our time together felt much to short as we said our goodbyes and headed home.
This week our team started orphanage visits. We did three different day trips to orphanages in small towns. We played games, went fishing, went for walks, and just played around with whatever we had. The first day was definitely the hardest day. We were able to witness the beauty of adoption, but it came at the price of splitting up a brother and sister. It was absolutely heartbreaking to watch as the younger brother sob, he did not want to let go of his sister. Our whole team was in tears. I feel strongly that siblings should not be split in adoption, but in this case the older sister wanted to be adopted and the family couldn't have, or didn't want, this boy as part of their family. He has behavioral problems because of his rejection, and this is just another rejection that will lead to more problems. What this kid needs is a loving family and people to care enough to love him through these problems. He will be at our Thrive camp, and our whole team is so excited for the opportunity to love this kid. Even if it is just for the week.
A huge thing that I have been learning in Latvia, working with these kids is that Only Jesus can take these stories of heartbreak and turn them into stories of hope. Just like in Proverbs 13:12; Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life.
The rest of the orphanage visits have been much less eventful, but still sad in that all the beautiful children we meet don't have a mom and dad to watch them do flips into the lake or jump super far off the monkey bars. It is obvious to me now why scripture tells us to love these kids(James 1:27 for example: Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.) These small visits have been such an encouragement. The more relationships we make the bigger impact our camp will have on these kids. Our God is a loving God, and he cares deeply for these kids. He has put that love and passion inside of me and I can't wait to continue sharing that love with more and more kids!
This upcoming Monday we are staring a road trip across Latvia to visit and stay in orphanages to promote our camp and hang out with kids. We have our map all marked up with places we are going and staying and names of kids that we know.
Let the adventure of furthering the kingdom across Latvia begin!
At this camp I met two beautiful orphan girls named Kristine and Evita. They didn't speak any English at all, but it brought me great joy to spend four days holding them and praying. It was amazing to me that there were 55 kids at this camp, only three of them orphans, and those girls somehow knew that my heart broke for them. We had a bond that was so obviously bound by the Holy Spirit. I pray for these girls often. Kristine is in the states now, and I am praying that she is hosted by a Christ filled home and that they are a good fit to adopt her. My prayer for little Evita is that her heart will stay soft and that she will grow to know Jesus. At camp a Latvian leader told me that she was praying aloud for Jesus to bring her home to her family. Evita has only been in the orphanage about four weeks now, so she is new to the orphan culture and needs people in her life to show her that she is so much more valuable than the drugs and alcohol that her parents chose instead of her. This breaks my heart, but with continual prayer I know there is hope for both of these girls.
Rachel, Sarah and I slept a night at our flat after camp and then headed out to meet the rest of our team and see the high school team as well. It was amazing to share experiences and stories of what the Lord has done in and through each of us as we follow Him this summer. Our time together felt much to short as we said our goodbyes and headed home.
This week our team started orphanage visits. We did three different day trips to orphanages in small towns. We played games, went fishing, went for walks, and just played around with whatever we had. The first day was definitely the hardest day. We were able to witness the beauty of adoption, but it came at the price of splitting up a brother and sister. It was absolutely heartbreaking to watch as the younger brother sob, he did not want to let go of his sister. Our whole team was in tears. I feel strongly that siblings should not be split in adoption, but in this case the older sister wanted to be adopted and the family couldn't have, or didn't want, this boy as part of their family. He has behavioral problems because of his rejection, and this is just another rejection that will lead to more problems. What this kid needs is a loving family and people to care enough to love him through these problems. He will be at our Thrive camp, and our whole team is so excited for the opportunity to love this kid. Even if it is just for the week.
A huge thing that I have been learning in Latvia, working with these kids is that Only Jesus can take these stories of heartbreak and turn them into stories of hope. Just like in Proverbs 13:12; Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life.
The rest of the orphanage visits have been much less eventful, but still sad in that all the beautiful children we meet don't have a mom and dad to watch them do flips into the lake or jump super far off the monkey bars. It is obvious to me now why scripture tells us to love these kids(James 1:27 for example: Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.) These small visits have been such an encouragement. The more relationships we make the bigger impact our camp will have on these kids. Our God is a loving God, and he cares deeply for these kids. He has put that love and passion inside of me and I can't wait to continue sharing that love with more and more kids!
This upcoming Monday we are staring a road trip across Latvia to visit and stay in orphanages to promote our camp and hang out with kids. We have our map all marked up with places we are going and staying and names of kids that we know.
Let the adventure of furthering the kingdom across Latvia begin!
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Refreshed and Refueled.
This past week our team attended a leadership camp at the camp ground where we will have our last orphan camp in August, joined by our RMCC college group team. It was the most refreshing and refueling thing we could have done at this point in our trip. We spent four days with the leadership of the camp playing games, joking around, and spending much needed time gathering in worship. Our team bonded with theirs and we were able to build relationships that will be continually uplifting and encouraging. It was a good realization that a church family is something that we crave, believers need other believers to grow and encourage us. I so easily take that for granted at home. I found it so amazing that God knew exactly what we needed as a team to help us serve to the best of our abilities, so He provided us with fellowship with a group of awesome people. This week gave us the perfect kickstart to the changes July is bringing to our team.
This next week we start our July ministry visiting orphanages and stopping by the camps where the high school teams are serving. I can't wait to connect with them and also see the kids we met at our first camp. God is doing great things!
This next week we start our July ministry visiting orphanages and stopping by the camps where the high school teams are serving. I can't wait to connect with them and also see the kids we met at our first camp. God is doing great things!
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